I get scared of writing. When I write, it makes me want to let everything out. It usually ends up in me saying too much. As of now, I have so many things I could and want to write about. I want to relieve my stress by talking about what I want to talk about. If I do so, people will probably judge. I don't want that. How do I relieve my stress then? I just botttle it up inside. I replay what's happened over and over in my head. I try to think what would have happened if I did this or that instead? Would it have been better to do this or not do this. There's so many possibilities of what I could have done differently. Was I the one who was wrong. Was that person wrong? Were we overreacting? Was it a misunderstanding? Why does this keep happening? So much regret is felt. There's noone I can talk to about how I truly feel. I'd look stupid. My problems would be irrelevant to them. Would it be ok if this became my way of relieving stress? Can I just talk about anything on here without going too far? Maybe that's just impossible. Still, if I don't write about what I truly want to write about, what's the point of writing? It would just be fake-writing just trying to get these assignments over with. That's dreadful. Regardless, this is a life science course. I have to stay on topic.
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